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Digital Violence

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 This is probably the work I'm most proud of right now. It's my first piece that felt really complete, and comparable to the work of art I admire.
 This piece is about autism, and autistic shutdown. The text is a bunch of (kind of) Java exceptions. It starts by warning that there isn't enough memory allocated, which I related to going into a situation without enough energy (social, physical, etc.) to make it through. Then there's a StackOverflowException, recieving an infinite/too many inputs and not being able to deal with it. This causes the machine to run out of memory, and the Java Virtual Machine (read: the mask) is shut down.

sometimes i think of myself as a machine.
and life as a sort of digital violence.

tags: 2024, 3d